Reruns

I apologize for my lack of interesting posts over the last few months. Sometimes a paucity of things to write about is a good thing -nothing bad to write about, nothing out of the ordinary. But other times, events become overwhelming, life becomes overwhelming, that taking time out to blog becomes more of a chore than any sort of outlet. Now is one of those times.

Life is changing a lot in our household right now. My husband and I are trying to plan the next phase of our lives. I am interviewing for jobs; my husband has already accepted one; and we are strategizing our return back home. While this is all fun and exciting, I also find myself emotionally labile. Maybe its because whenever you come to the end of something, you think back to the beginning (credit to Brad Pitt's character in Mr. and Mrs. Smith). Maybe its because I am being sued for medical malpractice (I may go into that at a later point). Maybe its because I have encountered some mean people lately (what the h*ll did I ever do to you?), who have tested my faith in humanity (see previous post). Whatever the reason, I find myself wanting to cry daily. It is hard to put tears into words. Thus, the lack of blogging.

I have been leaning on my husband a lot these days (especially after my drinking binges -okay that was a joke). He has been grand. Right now, he, the children, and my faith, seem to be the only things from which I can draw any strength. Please accept my apologies for these emotional revelations. While I try to weather these little storms, I ask you to peruse some of my favorite posts from the past in hopes that they make up for my lack of new interesting material. Until next time . . .

In My Daughter's Eyes

Please Take Away the Pain

Putting the Children to Sleep, Part 2

A Dark Place

A Broken Heart

Sleep Deprivation

GSW to the Abdomen

Another Crazy Case